I'm sorry that it takes so long, but we're nine months in, don't give up
You see I want to live, can't de-scribe how it'd feel to know your love
Where did I go wrong?
I would have told you from the start
That I'll be looking for you–don't tear me apart
Nothing that I know could prepare me to let go
Without you
My life is incomplete
My days are absolutely yours
And so I'll try
To touch your heart somehow
And say I've so much more to give you
Every single day
I swear, you'll take away my insides, but you're the one, the one that I adore
We know this world is big enough for you and I
And I'll give you more
I want to live today
Just wipe the tears right from your eyes
You'll be totally enamored by my life
Nothing that you've done should ever be for one
Without you
My life is incomplete
My days are absolutely yours
And so I'll try
To touch your heart somehow
And say I've so much more to give you
Every single day
My life is incomplete
My Rights mean just as much to me
So please wake up
Before you end my life
Please think of me today
‘Cause I'll be nothing if I'm gone

"Don't Laugh, I Think I'll Die"

I have to say it cause my time is short
Somebody must preach to you
I said "don't kill me", Momma, now you know
They don't teach everything there is to know in school

Wouldn't believe me that I'm real inside
I said just hear my heart beat
If you want help you need to find advice
Regrets are hard, regrets last for a long lifetime

Don't laugh, don't want to die
Won't seem so funny to me
Don't laugh, you'll think of me no matter where you go, you see

Don't-kill-me, oh please don't-kill-me

Please know I'm being desperate when I say
This isn't what I deserve
I can't help living--that was in God's Plan
You think you know what's best, but you won't think of me

Can't say I'm sorry for the thing I am
Looks like you're packed up to go
I know you're confused, we can work this out
Just give me some more time and let me grow, grow, grow

Don't laugh, don't want to die
Won't seem so funny to me
Don't laugh, you'll think of me no matter where you go, you see

Don't-kill-me, oh please don't-kill-me

Before I go I'd like to say one thing
Don't close your heart to me
Don't take my life and you'll find out that being
Somebody's Mom won't cause you misery

You say you can't get anywhere in life
Keep me so snug or else
You'll find you can't change anything at all
I'll wind up on a trash heap alone by myself

Don't laugh, don't want to die
Won't seem so funny to me
Don't laugh, you'll think of me no matter where you go, you see

Don't-kill-me, oh please don't-kill-me
Don't-kill-me, oh please don't-kill-me